"You should be singing and chirping like a bird. You should be laughing and enjoying like a flower. While you find human beings all looking so very unhappy. What's the reason? The reason is you are separated from
your own being, the being that integrates you. You are completely disintegrated. When you disintegrate a hydrogen atom, you form a very big force built into it. In the same way you are disintegrating your being - your physical
being on one side, your mental being on another side, your spiritual being on another side. There's no integrating part. And when you cannot feel that integration, you feel guilty, but that guilt is just a symptom of a very big
destructive force built-in.
This is the way we are going to destroy ourselves. No other way. Our destruction is not going to come to us from outside. That can be controlled. Its going to come from within, within ourselves. Everything we do now after
disintegration, is further disintegration, or further building up that negative force within ourselves.
But to integrate it, to make you feel complete integration with all your being, is only possible if you can somehow or other get to that integrating force which is still there and its quite dim. That's the last chance, I would
say. Now, that has to be. The way the negative forces have set in motion, of which you may be not aware at all. You may not be aware. You don't know what darkness is there. And to fight it, what one has to do is to bring in
that light of the Spirit, which integrates."
[London 11 May 1983]  [Back]  [Next piece]